boys wanted

It seems that everyone around me is either in love, starting an exciting new relationship, or at least having a good time going out. Perhaps it just seems this way because I've been in kind of a funk lately. It's bothering me today though. I don't know if I'm feeling jealous or what. Maybe it would help me out if I were a bit less cynical about love and a bit more adventurous in the social world. It's been much too long since I've even kissed anyone. It makes me want to just go and kiss the boy when I'm home this weekend. However, I may not even see him, much less get the chance to make out with him. Plus, that may be a tad awkward and unexpected. The fantasy will die, trapped in my mind, and my sexual frustration will continue. I've been content being single up until now, but God do I need a boyfriend.