i lufff you
Don't do that. Stop it. You should know by now not to do that.
What's my problem? You'd think I was a guy or something. What is it about those 3 teeny words?
I love You. "ummm... okay... thanks." I love You. "well I hate you... just kidding." I love You. "oh, no you don't." I love You. "well who doesn't?" I love You. "yeah... you too." I love You. "I know, so do I." I love You. "...(strange awkward pause)..." I love You. "I love candy." I love You. "stop it"
I have a real problem knowing how to react to people telling me they love me. I don't even know how to respond to a simple compliment. Someone tells me how pretty I am and I'm like, "uhhh... no... but whatever... thanks?" Not to mention the squirming and fidgeting. I don't even really say "I love You" to my family, and when I do I think it seems awkward, like it's very noticeable that something is weird. Why, I do not know. The thing is, it wasn't always that way. I used to say it. I used to say it to my mom every night after she tucked me in about 7 times by the time she walked down the hall and down the stairs. Then I guess I came to the conclusion that this was unusual, or uncool, or something, and stopped.
Now I get freaked out when a friend, my father, or someone says it. Don't get me wrong here. I'm not IN LOVE with anyone like that. So you can all calm down. However, there are people that I love and I suppose love me too. Too bad whenever they decide to tell me this, I either get all weird or pass it off as a joke. What I hate the most is when I don't know how to take it (which is basically always), when I don't know how the person is intending it.
So basically, I'm sorry to anyone that loves me, which is everyone I know. (I just did it again) I do not act this way on purpose. Just know that I do love you and am thankful for wonderful people like you that love me back. Can't we just have some sort of understanding? We'll just know. Or maybe we can develop the "I love you but I can't express it properly" handshake. That's more fun anyway.
What's my problem? You'd think I was a guy or something. What is it about those 3 teeny words?
I love You. "ummm... okay... thanks." I love You. "well I hate you... just kidding." I love You. "oh, no you don't." I love You. "well who doesn't?" I love You. "yeah... you too." I love You. "I know, so do I." I love You. "...(strange awkward pause)..." I love You. "I love candy." I love You. "stop it"
I have a real problem knowing how to react to people telling me they love me. I don't even know how to respond to a simple compliment. Someone tells me how pretty I am and I'm like, "uhhh... no... but whatever... thanks?" Not to mention the squirming and fidgeting. I don't even really say "I love You" to my family, and when I do I think it seems awkward, like it's very noticeable that something is weird. Why, I do not know. The thing is, it wasn't always that way. I used to say it. I used to say it to my mom every night after she tucked me in about 7 times by the time she walked down the hall and down the stairs. Then I guess I came to the conclusion that this was unusual, or uncool, or something, and stopped.
Now I get freaked out when a friend, my father, or someone says it. Don't get me wrong here. I'm not IN LOVE with anyone like that. So you can all calm down. However, there are people that I love and I suppose love me too. Too bad whenever they decide to tell me this, I either get all weird or pass it off as a joke. What I hate the most is when I don't know how to take it (which is basically always), when I don't know how the person is intending it.
So basically, I'm sorry to anyone that loves me, which is everyone I know. (I just did it again) I do not act this way on purpose. Just know that I do love you and am thankful for wonderful people like you that love me back. Can't we just have some sort of understanding? We'll just know. Or maybe we can develop the "I love you but I can't express it properly" handshake. That's more fun anyway.
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