the breakup
I am an evil being.
I have a liking for a certain person of the male gender. This individual is attractive, smart, funny, and perhaps a tad goofy (I count this as a bonus). However, this individual has also been kind of a "thing" with someone else and they have been dating for roughly a month now. This someone else is a person that I may even consider a friend and I see quite frequently. It has been frustrating to sit by and watch them, but I'm a proper girl and wanted no part in causing trouble for them. I would never do that. To anyone. Much less to two people I am fond of.
Word has it these two individuals broke up last night.
I feel bad for them both. Having to go through a breakup is never fun, no matter the circumstances. Yet, I find myself hiding a little glee deep down. I realize that this doesn't mean that this gentleman and I will now get together. Such an event would be awkward and straining for everyone involved, especially if it were to occur in the near future. However, this leaves open the possibility. The occasional thoughts can now become daily fantasies. Oh, the pleasures of an innocent crush!
In other boy news:
I had a dream about the jailbird last night. They let him out for a day and he came to explain everything to me and tell me that he missed me (the boy's favorite line) and that he hoped we could still hang out after this whole deal was over. Part of me thinks that he's worth a chance. I've seen great people get caught up in bad things and no one deserves to be judged for that. I wouldn't have you judge me for the things I've done. The other part of me thinks I need to stay away. Hell, I won't be back there 'til mid-May anyhoo.
I have a liking for a certain person of the male gender. This individual is attractive, smart, funny, and perhaps a tad goofy (I count this as a bonus). However, this individual has also been kind of a "thing" with someone else and they have been dating for roughly a month now. This someone else is a person that I may even consider a friend and I see quite frequently. It has been frustrating to sit by and watch them, but I'm a proper girl and wanted no part in causing trouble for them. I would never do that. To anyone. Much less to two people I am fond of.
Word has it these two individuals broke up last night.
I feel bad for them both. Having to go through a breakup is never fun, no matter the circumstances. Yet, I find myself hiding a little glee deep down. I realize that this doesn't mean that this gentleman and I will now get together. Such an event would be awkward and straining for everyone involved, especially if it were to occur in the near future. However, this leaves open the possibility. The occasional thoughts can now become daily fantasies. Oh, the pleasures of an innocent crush!
In other boy news:
I had a dream about the jailbird last night. They let him out for a day and he came to explain everything to me and tell me that he missed me (the boy's favorite line) and that he hoped we could still hang out after this whole deal was over. Part of me thinks that he's worth a chance. I've seen great people get caught up in bad things and no one deserves to be judged for that. I wouldn't have you judge me for the things I've done. The other part of me thinks I need to stay away. Hell, I won't be back there 'til mid-May anyhoo.
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